The best advice I’ve ever been told is to write down how you feel. I’m never good at writing but here goes..

I am presently 7 days into a nightmare amount of shifts at work. And I’m absolutely loving it. Today is my day off, and quite honestly I haven’t enjoyed lounging around. I HATE it. I have to be productive.

I haven’t been out in a while. Other than visiting a friend at their house. Which to be honest is completely fine. Pubs, Clubs and all nighters are a waste of money at this age. I’ve had my endless nights of one night stand’s. I’ve grown past all of that. Majority of the time it’s never been worth it anyway. The girls of this generation are too immature. And that really angers me. 

I like to learn from the people I hang around. And all I’ve mostly learned in this past year is how to be stupid. I mean this in the politest way. Our generation of young adults are idiots. 

You see, I’m at this stage in life where I don’t want to deal with peoples problems, I don’t want to listen to bullshit anymore. There are too many selfish people out there. There are too many people who say silly and pathetic unneeded things. Too many people who think they are god’s gift, when truthfully they are the furthest from it. I don’t want to be around people like that.

Why can’t people shut up, and enjoy life? Why do people have to make such a big deal about everything? You make yourself look foolish.

I’m a different man to what I have been. I don’t have to dumb myself down in order to fit in. I’ve done that for too many years now. I’m quite content being who I am at this very moment. And I don’t see that changing. I just want to become friends with new people and grow as a person. Hopefully the people I meet along the way from now on have the same outlook on life as I do.

I’m a happy person now. I don’t need anyone to make me happy. I make myself happy. I’m in a band who seem to be doing quite well (O2 Academy Islington is our home, my 3rd gig there is coming up). And I have a job which I am rapidly progressing in. Even if my job is only working in a supermarket. It’s better than nothing.

I shall now end my post on this.

Work hard. Keep your obnoxious opinions to yourself. And you will be rewarded. Sooner or later.